Saturday, December 4, 2010

Surprised..

A lot has been going on lately. Meeting new people. Going to family outings. Work. School. Ever since that night, I've been trying to be busy. I've met a lot of nice people, and crazy people. What surprised me is this one individual that you both know about. I will give this individual a name, either R.C or Longbottom. Lol, Longbottom was a joke that he made up. It's his porn name. I'll stick with R.C. Anyways, I'm very surprised only because I never met someone like him. Someone who makes me feel comfortable inside yet gives me butterflies when I see and talk to him. It's been 2 weeks and 2 days. We talk everyday, text messaging and phone calls. He's not a phone person, and yet we talk for 2 - 3 hours tops before we go to bed. We text each other everyday while he's at work. I try not to bother him when he's at work, but he still text me. I'm surprised, and happy. I can actually say I'm happy. By being with him, even though we're not really together, I find that I don't have to hide my emotions from the world. I can be with him and just be myself. Whether or not I'm happy or upset. He's there to talk and lend a shoulder, laugh and smile. We had an interesting conversation today which really surprised me. Well, all our conversations are very interesting. He's a very interesting person I must say. Now I know that I'm on his mind a lot, and he knows that he's on my mind a lot. He's been hurt many times I know that and vice versa. He was surprised to know that I wanted to see him. I don't mind seeing him everyday even if it's for a short time. Even if not everyday, at least I get to see him once or twice a week. Even if it's not that, he still calls. Just hearing his voice is nice. I was surprised when he said that I'm on his mind and that he wants to be better then my ex's. I've never have someone tell me that. I go to bed now. Goodnight reader.

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